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I would disappear ...

What are these horrible feelings ...?

because it alternates with the desire to live to die ...?

I wonder how I will face life in this way.
Sorry if I write every day ten thousand posts.

I have to stop. I have to write only in the evening ... the problem is that I can not bear very much empty. The problem is that every hour I feel need to get rid of these words inside me that torture.

The problem is that in this house flooded by the silence I can not cry.
The food today was shit.

SUCKS OTOTALE .

Since this morning I ate (after 400kcal breakfast) 15 breadsticks with olive oil, 6 slices of bread with jam, chocolate cannoli 3 (from 125kcal each), an industrial quantities of cookies (more or less than 50. Yes I know, it's disgusting ...), a flute of the mill white chocolate, 1 Good day ... e. .. Well fortunately ENOUGH.

calories I stopped counting after breadsticks.

If nothing else, I skipped lunch.

useless Then I spent 2 hours after the whole day locked in the house, in order to make my room and throw away half of what I had just because I felt the bulky.

the strength to stand in the midst of books and notebooks I'm getting disgust.

rain tomorrow or not I have to leave. Fuck. I have huge legs ...

The reality is that till I'm LEAN, lean as before, my life will always suck. Always. The rest is a side dish.

till I have two thin legs and thin I'll never be as happy as before.

If only I could to love this fucking girl is ...

But I hate to death.

I do not know what I want.
I mean ... I have all the chances in the world.
Ok. I could do everything. I could have a thousand friends. Could I have a lot guys. I could go out and make a big pussy. I could go out every night. I could make any progress. I could spend hours and hours in the gym ... I like the latter idea.
But I hate to have to see reality reflected in the mirrors.
I hate that the eyes of all the super-skinny girls are hard on my fat.
I hate that people look at me while I move this huge hips.
Alright. Can I make up my mind.
Meanwhile, tomorrow I begin this blessed diet 1200kcal and leave half an hour to begin with rather than stay at home and eat ...
I'm tired of having to say "I have failed .
In the end ... with 1200kcal day, I could already throw in 2-3 days 1kg down comfortably, although I do not care for liquid ... but losing weight so fast shit.
What will it cost to try? Commitment to put a good time ...?
I do it for me. I have all the time. I just have to clean my mind from SECOND CHANCE always ruining everything. The second chance is always "give up".
Fuck.
Tomorrow we start well, just Sgarra. It 's over.
Tomorrow is the anniversary of the unification of Italy.
Tomorrow is the day of unity of my head, my heart and my body.

Baby Has Phlegm For A Week

change for others? No more, thanks.

Jennifer Lopez. The love is a beautiful woman.

You know the worst thing ? that someone says they are changed for the worse.

But this time I do not give a damn.

Before I did well at all because I did what others wanted.

At this point it is obvious.

I lived to accommodate others and love me through their approval.

I understand now why I wanted to die. I was expecting the smiles of the people. The kindness of people. The approval of what I did as right.

Only now I think is sick. It was as if being skinny was on the other.

But I'll explain.

I have always given on a guy (not G.) if they've lost three years ago, and never to myself. I I kept saying that without him I would have been a whale forever (because 4 years ago before starting the diet I weighed this drastic as now, that is, fearful figure, 95 pounds that mysteriously not seen him since I are all well distributed), and consequently I grew up with the idea that I needed the other to change, improve .

This explains the mystery of why would be dependent on G.

But something has changed now.

Well ... although I would like to say to people: " know because I have no desire to go on a diet right now ? know because I filled up with hot chocolate and snacks without measure nor end? .

It 's simple.

I was terrified that if I went back lean not love me, we would be ready to exploit it as a boy could have done and still thinks Guido.

first I was terrified that if I can not look out the window without feeling "locked in" to something, expecting him to come back, I will not live for so I really will put us all back to normal . I

filled up with junk and retain them.

nonsoquanti fatten up to pounds? Well. It 'ok, I'm there. Because at least reached that weight has been WHY 'THE I wanted and not because it is wrong for others.

Fuck. It makes sense to think that I weight 75 pounds to please others? Or it makes more sense than 95 weight like myself ...?

now I do not mean that this weight is fine. No, they do not suit me at all.

But I can not lose weight without first being fully agree, I can not lose weight, saying "When dimagrirò G. love me."
not dare ever say such a bullshit in my entire life.

to Guido I do not exist anymore.

I may be a huge whale do not know, but as far as he did not give a damn.

are fattened up for the rebel. Why I love her destroyed.

And now I want to make my new life in a new body.

So if I want to lose weight is because I'm terribly sick of waking up with the sick and want to do zero.

is coming back in the spring.

want to wake up and say " Oh, what a beautiful day I'm going to make me a walk under the sun !", Not "What balls another day ... if I want to lose weight to be attractive I have to leave to dispose of .

E 'this is the D ifferenza . Abysmal really.

My " story" is going great. Do not be surprised, it's just a storyline.

I wrote 6 pages of plot in three days, and when they are stopped at this point where they are now. That is until today. Linda, I am the now which is March 16. Linda binge like me and did not want to go out. What will tomorrow and Linda in the next few days ...?

course, will forget the bastard of Mark. Already thought no more.

Surely, we will schedule a serious diet and doable to lose 1.5 kg per week, the armories of the green, coca cola and the light, herbal teas galore, will lay off biscuits and snacks and re enroll in the gym losing weight for good this time.

My smile will return to Linda. And I with her. I promise.

How To Not Lag In Desmume

Common to 10 months of their establishment remains off-limits policy committees

Festina and media are the "factories" of easy consensus: the opposition has to be there far away.

Ballabio - The Recreation Committee? Established, on paper, and never called. Same fate for the city on the information. And from our side Ballabio query.

CHANCE '. subject of the dispute by the two committees that must approve and monitor initiatives in the areas of administration, "vital" propaganda, both accidentally remained a dead letter in 10 months following its establishment. Remain outside the control of the opposition propaganda activities that the logic of this administration have a crucial role. That is: 1) the party with appurtenances of substantial contributions to associations and bridges for the politicians, 2) the media initiatives, with the sole control of local informants and other tools.

imposed from above. The decision to abolish the newsletter (and its municipal regulation) in favor of the leaflets, was simply imposed from above. Meanwhile, on the subject, there is a question of Alessandra Consonni , published on the portal Civic (click here ) Shared Ballabio, aimed at achieving greater transparency.

March 16, 2011